I've never seen this kid’s face
They'll nod outside Shopper's folded in half blocking their cardboard sign Blue locks poke from under a hood— bathroom dye job to match the stick-and-poke distraction from scars Temporary friends hose it all down the drain all that stolen blue til the money runs dry and kick— There's a mother somewhere remembering the coos and fat legs and birthday parties wondering what she did wrong Maybe a lack of mother Blue Locks must imagine what her hug or even what a true friend must feel like without the soot on the bottom of the spoon
Wawa, ON
Home of the giant Canada goose statue and a man who, upon exiting his vehicle, had the paunch of a red-blooded Canadian and the pale ass of a— unemployed pale ass. (His sweatpants did not sit at or above the hips.) We were lucky to get away from that gas station with no more damage to our retinas than a couple of reflective cheeks— but I bet that guy's a hoot. I'd rather get a beer with him than go to some some expensive cafe where they don't stock cream only pseudo-milks and the atmosphere is somewhat cultish and the walls are too nice and the person talking to me has dead, natureless eyes like they permanently reflect a muted tiktok feed with or without the phone. At least sweatpants-down-his-ass-guy had, in his youth, a sturdy upright stance and no intellectual delusions nauseating to listen to. Tell me about the time you thought you saw sasquatch Wave back to me with a smile on your face though we're total strangers Your house probably smells like stale beer cigarettes bug spray yesterday's soup pine sap and wet dog (very friendly) I'll go to your fish fry listen to rude jokes and laugh there's a deck of cards worn grimy at the edges next to the crib board and picture of someone holding a really big fish circa 1974 and you reminisce about the job you used to have when your back was good and that truck One time you tipped your boat or hunted stump moose drunkenly or how your cousin accidentally hit that truck (Same cousin gave you that taxidermied coyote rug in lieu of an apology.) Almost hit a moose outside White River home of the big Winnie the Pooh statue (the original Winnie the Pooh, bear) the last gas station for hours. It was just standing there! The moose, I mean—though I guess the statue was, too. Deep, starry skies and winding roads and isolation and tall trees and really big rocks while we white knuckle it remembering the time I almost died as a kid inukshuk watched on rock cuts, both sides, and transports two lanes lead foot rubber flight to the Soo and my driver was (rumour has it) drunk. Were those eyes in the bush— Definitely— Definitely sasquatch. Now pull over l've had to piss since the turn to Manitouwadge.
PS, I’ve got books:
The Highwayman Kennedy Thornwick - Literary fantasy - the ebook is on sale for the start of this year’s SPFBO (it’s a contest! See my recent post about it!)
Pallas - Scifi with a dash of body horror
Pull Me Under - heavy metal portal fantasy - completed serial right here on Substack
Nice poems!
"rumour" -- You're Canadian? OMG! I'm so sorry to hear that. Just kidding....
Never met a Canadian I didn't like. Except the 1976 Maple Leafs. Sittler!!!!!!
"Wawa, ON" had me howling the way only someone who's roadtripped in Canada can. :) Thank you for sharing that wry, wonderful voice of yours again!